So I was right, in a way, I saw my bff yesterday, and today, but I was a little wrong about why I hadn’t seen her. Doesn’t mean I would have seen her if she still had a bf.
I won’t go into too much detail but seeing someone handle a breakup infinitely better and with more understanding than I could is both inspiring and whatever the feeling is when you know you have a long way to go to being mature enough to communicate your feelings to the other person, let alone know what it is you feel.
13 days without seeing my bff but she and her dude broke up last night so I will probably see her tomorrow.
I like to count things like how many times do I have to tell myself not to text that guy anymore before I don’t text that guy ever again. Yesterday was the first official time I told myself, with this particular guy.
I think I’m getting good at this so I don’t think it’ll be more than twice.
So now it’s ten days since I’ve seen my bff.
My best friend who I usually see almost every day has a boyfriend now let’s see how long it is before I see her. It’s been 8 days so far.